So it has been a while since I have been able to post. I really don’t have much to say. I was pretty sick yesterday, and was in bed all day. Today I have a bunch of work to catch up on, and I really don’t feel like doing it. I have been having horrible dreams again, which combined with a day of sleeping has made life really great. They aren’t scary dreams, but dreams that hurt me. I have some fresh wounds that seem to be in the back of my mind, and I can’t get rid of them. I really don’t know what to do about them, I guess only time will take care of the problem. In a way I feel pretty stupid about it, because I guess I shouldn’t be affected this way, but I am. I just wish the hurt would go away.