So yesterday I took my first final. Wasn’t bad, fifty questions and it took me 10 minutes. Hopefully I knew all the answers and it wasn’t that I just thought I knew all the answers. I did something odd last night, I went to bed at 11:00. I haven’t done that in a long time. I wasn’t in a good mood last night, I’m dealing with all the stuff that happened. I’m trying not to think about it because when I do I just get upset, and then end up having more questions than answers and I don’t want to deal with that. I usually feel fine, then suddenly something happens and I just lose it, but I guess I’ll be ok in time. I’ll just try to stay busy and won’t think about it until some time has passed and maybe I can be rational about it. And I just lost my will to write any more.