So, I haven’t updated this thing in a bit. Mainly because I don’t seem to have much time anymore. Over the summer I sat at a computer all day with little to do, so I could spend lots of time posting, but now I’m so tired of everything that I could care less if I post ๐Ÿ˜›

This last weekend was insane. Friday started off normal, if I remember correctly, everything was normal. The weekend was so hectic, I really don’t even remember Friday night. I did have to get up at 7ish to go help setup for a garage sale for the church. I had planned on just going right back to bed, but ended up staying up instead. I had a list of stuff I needed to accomplish Saturday, like cleaning out the shed, working on my car, getting some stuff the church done. Oh, I just remembered, Thursday I got part of the money for my new laptop, they didn’t know what kind I had, even though we sent the paperwork with the claim, so they just picked a random one and gave me like half of what I need. I just found out that all I have to do is fill out a form and send it to them and I’ll get most of the money that my laptop was worth. So hopefully within the next couple of weeks I’ll have a portable again. Anyway, I didn’t get ANY of the things on my list done Saturday. We ended up helping at the garage sale for a few hours, then the youth came over for pizza and a movie, and by the time they left, the day was gone, so I couldn’t really get anything done. Well, I was so wiped out that I went to my room around 11ish, did some playing around on the internet, and decided to go out on a limb and hit a chat site I used to go to all the time. Of course, nobody I knew was there, so I was going to leave, but me and this girl in Washington started talking. I got so involved in the conversation and just had such a good time, that when I looked at the clock, I realized it was 5 in the morning. I got like three hours of sleep that night. But it was really worth it, because lately my social life has been really, really slim. After this last summer and all the things that went on, stuff I don’t talk about anymore so I won’t say what, I haven’t really felt like meeting people, or even really talking to anybody. But anyway, I could gripe about my woes forever. So Sunday I was dead tired, and still had work to do for the church. So I spent pretty much all day doing that, and didn’t even get it done. I was so stressed out at the end of the night that my back was knotted so much that it actually hurt. My muscles are still feeling pretty tight, but that night I ended up talking to the same girl again, this time only till about 2:30, and I was pretty relaxed by the time I went to bed.

This week is going to be pretty busy. I have to take the motorcycle by and get the new tires I bought last week put onto it. I’m going to be spending loads of money on a new phone, laptop, and an iPod. I’ve got lots of work to do, and I’d really like to find some time to just come to campus one night and hang out with people. I doubt that will happen since most of the people I am used to hanging out with are either busy, or don’t really seem to want me around. I’m still dealing with that, things are getting better, but its not easy. I guess it is so hard because, despite everything, my feelings really haven’t changed, and that part hurts

Well, this post turned out to be way longer than I normally thought it would, and I am going to wrap it up, but for a preview of things to come, I’m going to be talking about some interesting things I have noted about human contact, specifically touch. Stay tuned ๐Ÿ˜›